Palisades - Better Chemicals

Another night

Leaves up in my head

Leaves me in my dread

Recycling the bad dreams

So can you tell me how

To make it stop short of being dead?

Mouth is hanging open, shot eyes are full of lead

I just wanna let you know

Sometimes I don't let it show

I need better chemicals, I know

Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no

Need better chemicals to show

You that I can be more, oh oh

Another me

Free from hurting you

But I guess that's what I do

I'm stuck here in this complex

And I can't

Separate the side of me that's

Putting up the walls

I don't wanna lie

So I just don't pick up the call

I wish I could let you know

Sometimes I don't let it show

Break me down and cut me up

This can never be enough

Break me down and cut me up

My soul, my bones

Break me down and cut me up

This can never be enough

Break me down and cut me up

My curse, my hope