Like Pacific - In Spite Of Me

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

Swinging blade that opens scars and more, comes around again 

But you’re not asking for a chance to pour out

Everything that hadn’t been said but thought

Maybe I was holding you back from love

But we weren’t anything

You used your head to get in mine

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

The blade of love that I have now twists and turns in my back

Your friends say I’m at my worst, and you’re my guiding light

If I die from all of this, know I won’t be missed 

The light has turned shade and I’ve been pushed away

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me.

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

I’ve given up so write me off and I’ll be gone

I'm watching you, I was too distant don’t miss it 

I’ll be fine

I’m sorry that you had it all planned out

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

Decay with me

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me